Hopefully third times a charm. On Friday October 28, 2011, I joined Weight Watchers for the third time. The first time I was a member, I was very successful and lost almost 30 pounds. After not being a member for almost a year, I put most of the wieght back on and thought I should try Weight Watchers again. That time wasn't as successful and I stopped going. Today I am almost back up to my original weight, before I joined WW the first time. As of Oct. 28, 2011, I weigh 236.6 lbs. Putting that in writing on the internet is hard. I think that blogging my weight loss journey might make it easier and more informative for me. I am hoping to learn some things about myself. I would like to know why I have such a hard time controlling my food intake. Why I think it is okay to sit down in front of the tv and eat a whole, large bag of chips and a large container of dip....in one night. Deep down I know it's not okay, I know it's not healthy and I know I shouldn't do it but I still do and in the morning I am very disappointed in myself and very regretful of my actions but it certainly doesn't stop me from doing it again. And again. Everyday I make a pledge to myself to eat better and exercise more and every day I disappoint myself. This time will be different, not that I haven't said that before but I truly believe that it will and that I finally have the determination and will power to do what I need to do to change my life around.
Fingers Crossed!
Lizzi
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